omango_ojinji

2008-01-24T02:59:00.000+08:00

it has been a while since i've blog.. so many things has happened in my life.. and it's time for me to think back again..
wad are the things that i should think back now?.. lemme do a list

1)My Job

Gonna change my job finally, after a few hundred days of hesistation.. but where shall it be?

2)My School Life

This marks the end of many of our last semester in Ngee Ann, but for me, there's one more to go, hope i can go through it smoothly

3)My Social Life

I should open up myself to more things in life right?.. i mean, it's time for me to think about how to expand my social life, and hopefully, i will

4)My Financial Status

I wish to clear of all my debts by this june, and i know i can do it, it's just a matter of when ba.

5) My Relationship

Being one year unattached, it's time for me to find someone that i'm willing to give in my everything again, and i know i will find someone like this =)

Hmm~ just 5 simple points.. and hopefully, i will be able to do it.. RAWK ON BRYAN!! =)))

2007-11-15T11:30:00.000+08:00

BIRTHDAY

10 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!!!
but i won't be in singapore for that..
second time i will be celebrating in HONG KONG..
SO QIAO LA!!.. lols..

YAWNS.. so so tired..
slept at 7am and woke up at 9am..
i wanna go home slp!!!
i wanna take MC too..
then i can skip afternoon's lesson le..

DAMN DAMN TIREDED...
3 hours of break later..
what am i suppose to do man..
SLP WHERE?.. LOLS..

i need to work everyday lately..
have to save money for my trip..
arghs.. that means i will be dry out very very soon
anyone can sponsor me?!.. =((

MY WISHLIST FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!!
1) PSP
2) ADIDAS Jacket
3) CARDIGAN
4) NUM Shirts

Just like that only.. anyone to grant my wish?? =PP

2007-10-28T08:05:00.000+08:00

MIA

missing from work yesterday..lols..
first time i put aeroplane in my whole RTC life..
was thinking about how long i have been working there..
WOAH... it's almost like 2 years..

seeing so many pple leaving and coming in at the same time..
then i wondered..
when is it my turn to leave?..
hahas.. a penny for MY THOUGHTS!!

so i went to MAHJONG yesterday and won $30..
lucky i win.. it's like working at RTC for the 6pm shift.. LOL!!
daniel wasn't very happy yesterday..
i think i know why.. oh wells.. life's like that =))

so i woke up at 7AM today..
darn early la.. i just can't get to sleep more than 8 hours..
I DON'T KNOW WHY!! =((
darn darn hungry now..

got my library pay le..
need to chiong for work..
need to pay so many bills la..
hopefully.. by the end of this year i can clear them.. =))

message for the post: live up to what your life is meant for you!!!

2007-10-19T01:51:00.000+08:00

MY YEARNS

firstly, sorry lauren for being late for 6-7 HOURS..
i really feel damn bad la..
thanks goodness you forgave me..
it will never happen again k?.. =)

went to queensway shopping centre to buy lauren's stuffs..
she bought a pair of adidas shoes and a FBT pants..
i wanted to buy my bottle after our dinner at the ikea..
budden it's close..
*ALL THANKS TO SOMEONE WHO ATE SO SLOWLY*
LOL!!

hmms~..on my way home from city hall..
ehs wait.. how we got there was a sudden idea..
i still duno why we went but oh wells..
only me and you know ya lauren?.. lols..

was talking about on my way home..
i was thinking..
after 17 years of my life..
what do i really want?..

these are what currently appears in my brain for now ba..
1) I WANT A STEADY RELATIONSHIP
2) I WANT TO HAVE MY OWN PLACE
3) I WANT A STABLE INCOME PART TIME JOB
4) I WANNA KNOW CLUBBING FRIENDS!!

hahas.. the 4th one is quite a weird one..
but i think it's time i face that kind of life,
i'm old enough, aren't i?..

wells.. gonna update my links now..
think about your yearns pple!! =))
P.S this word COMES FROM MR HO SENG YING.. =)))

i think i should know what i want now.. =P

2007-10-18T00:07:00.000+08:00

TOMORROW

tml will be my official school day..
as in.. the first lesson that i MUST attend..
i hate lectures.. so it doesn't matter that much to me..

hmms~.. finally met up with lauren and seng ying today..
btu after which.. jeremy ong, yong jia and jia jun came..
then become a crowd again.. =.=
i think next time i better stick to xueli will do..

been having bad nights lately..
think i really need sleeping pills
my back still hurts at time..
wonder when my body can recover..

missing so many old times of my life..
missing the old clique i used ta be in..
missing myself from the correct world..
missing the trueness i find in myself..

damn sian..
tml's gonna be a hecticday..
gonna gym during my break..
=).. it's time for some fun!! =PP

signed off``

2007-10-16T21:02:00.000+08:00

NOT ATTENTION SEEKING

just to assure.. i'm not an attention seeker
this is really what i feel now..
i don't like to be accused of stuffs that i never do..
I HATE IT

a blog is a place where trueness is being posted..
i often cannot get things to go my way..
i will flare up..
this is not an act of aggression.. but it's just that way i do my things..

get lost if you can't stand my attitude..
be gone if you think i'm talking crap..
i suppose my life is really in a mess..
i can't help but feeling helpless

i really need someone that can understand me well..
someone that really can lend me his or her shoulder..
someone to be with me all the while..
someone to be true to me..

jolin's slow songs are very nice.. meaningful..
it relates to how i feel now very well..

can i like you?

2007-10-12T03:05:00.000+08:00

FRIENDSHIP

friends don't come by easy..
a group of friends don't clique together easily also..
but when one party is being left out..
have you ever thought of how he or she will feel?

i hafta admit it's hard to keep a group of friends stable..
but why am i always to first one to be distant from?..
am i really thinking too much..
or rather.. things that happen is making me think that much?

i refuse to accept what i saw from your blog..
i know it isn't those type of jealousy..
but it's just a feeling that i get from there..
i don't like being left out of things..

friendship doesn't work this way
perhaps i'm not suited for this group
perhaps i cannot get in a clique
perhaps, borne a loner, always a loner..

giving up is what i think i should do..
thankful for the happy times i had..
thankful for the trueness i felt in you all..
thankful for understanding what's my position in each and everyone's life

my life should not revolve around you all..
it's time i move on..
should not rely on people anymore..
my mum was right.
when it's time to grow, you grow..

being independant is what i should be
not trying to blame anyone here..
but i really need nothing at this moment
millions of thanks to all of you

signing off,
bryan yap

2007-10-05T18:18:00.000+08:00

i hate myself for being like this..
enough of all these nonsense..
it's time to wake up bryan!!..
you're no longer 16..
way obver that..

so what if you really like the person?..
it won't matter to that person either..
FUCK IT MAN..
and.. STOP YOUR JEALOUSY I TELL YOU..

enough of scolding myself..
maybe..
maybe it's time to wake up

2007-09-13T07:46:00.000+08:00

BACK

it's been such a while since i've blog..
so many stuff has happened lately..
crashed again..
not gonna stand up anymore from this..

liking someone that you cannot like is totally forbidden..
oh wells..
i gave a deep though to myself..
should i really go on being like this?..
or should i just stop all the nonsense..

this question i have been asking myself umpteen times..
but i still cannot decide..
sighs..
end of me man..

as for you..
i don't know watta say..
3-4 months..
so what?..
it's still not possible..
kilienthenok..
so much so that i realli don't know watta do..

guide me.. someone.. please

2007-07-09T14:46:00.000+08:00

STEAL, STOLE, STOLEN

i'm feeling so down lately..
i feel like working everyday now..
so i won't think so much..
i'm getting into so much SHIT if i continue being like this..

i'm learning how to let go..
i wanna face reality
i don't wanna continue in this dreamland
I NEED DIRECTION

18 years of my life..
when was i ever happy before?..
come to think of it..
it's only when i started working at banquet..

my very very loved group of friends from there
xueli, hui tong, mei hui, kenneth, jun ming, jeremy, kaili and many more
they have been with me during my ups and downs
without them, i'm already dead by now

i hate myself..
so much so that i don't wanna be who i am anymore
i gave up on myself..
TOTALLY

can somebody please be nice..
and tell me what's my next step..
anyone willing to share?
i need HELP..

gones`
i hate you.. so much so that i don't wanna see you again

2007-06-29T14:08:00.000+08:00

YUCKS

saw something i shouldn't see on the 27th..
FAKERS.. thats wad i hate the most..
i'm so disgusted by what what they two say..
YUCKS.. REALLY

i'm not gonna believe in you again..
nor i'm gonna expose to them what i saw..
so what i've intruded their privacy
just purely 1 and a half fucker

i'm very grateful for what one has done for me..
but like i always say
there's limit to everything..
i mean.. LIMITS

enough is enough..
you hit my highest tolerance level..
thats it i tell you
don't let me see you ever

i make sure i whack you
DON'T BELIEVE?.. TRY ME THEN
you're just purely lucky that i have not been seeing you for quite a while
YOU JUST DON'T DESERVE ANY RESPECT AT ALL

i'm not even afraid to spell out who you are
i just don't want people to come asking why
HA!
FUCKER!!

gones`

i miss those days.. i mean.. i hate those times

2007-06-28T03:46:00.000+08:00

SADDENING

boo pple!!
THANKS for the TAGS =))
GREATLY APPRECIATED
hahas..

wasn't in very good mood today.. realli not
was browsing through some websites..
then i went to one..
and i realise..
SO MANY PPLE HATES ME LAR!!

so many pple has blocked/deleted me
am i realli tat nuisance?
i realli damn fugging sad la..
you dun like me..
dun hafta delete me de rite?..
just put there and don't talk to me jiu hao le wad..

wtf la..
in time to come..
i believe MORE AND MORE are going to do so
sighs..

i've alreadi changed so much.
wad else can i do?..
i duno.. i realli dun
so irritated..
I HATE MYSELF FOR NOT HATING MYSELF.

gones`

misses so much of you

2007-06-22T01:07:00.000+08:00

BACK!!

I'M FINALLY BLOGGING AGAIN!!!
well..this is supposed to be the last few entries ba..
nobody seems to be reading except for the 3 or 4 peeps..
si beh sian..
gonna close it down soon

everytime i visit pple's blog..
see their tag board..flooded de lehs..
then i come see mine..
onli those few names nia..
so disheartened la..

my EQ realli not gd..
this is so bad la..
i give up sometimes..
i know blogging is for myself la..
budden..
tag board is for pple de lehs..
then put liaso..
pple read dowan tag..
chee bye de la..

My Emotions
pek chek
du lans
knn
hong kans
gek sim
tor hui

wad ever it is..
this is for those who read and tags my blog!!!

my past days has been having up and downs..
happy working..
with my corkanathan friends
down with my personal relationships and all
realli realli dunno watta do..
i'm like lonely la..
sighs..
i want someone to be with me..
by my side..
sharing my happiness and burden..
but i just can't seemed to find..

all are flings..
after my REAL relationship ended last november..
i realli hate the loneliness..
it's real bad..
when can i ever find another one...
tell me please..

please....... grant me someone...

hmms~
gonna have stress days ahead..
work place..
HO SEH..
7th july need 80 working staff...
ANYONE WANNA WORK??
CONTACT ME!!!!
I WILL GET BACK TO YOU DE!! =)

gones..

what i can do?
you chose another over me..
fiak la..

2007-05-31T01:24:00.000+08:00

25TH MAY

a date that i will never forget...
so many of my frens are working tat day la..
SO SO FUN!!!
lemme list my friends

VIP servers
mei qing
ming min
mei hui
hui tong
wei yee
me!!

my frens!!
benjamin
jeremy
brian
xueli
mummy jo
rena
sengying
kenneth
hellven
eugenia
don
sean

these are my beloved pple..if i miss you out..TELL ME OK?.. =))

had so much fun.. after work..headed town for supper!!!..
was the biggest crowd ever man...
LOLS

i'm beginning to love my life more and more with all these frens around..
unfortunately, most of them are going in army le.. sighs..
i will be so bored le la..

exams are at my doorstep le..
and i still haven study..
DAMMIT MAN..

k la.. shall stop here..
MATTHEW!! I UPDATE LE!! xP

`gones

2007-05-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

VIVO

yawns!!
been out the whole day...
frm Sch to Global Travel Co. then to Vivo
so so tired!!

sch was ok..
global travel was boring..
and then..

went vivo and met jasper for dinner..
it was great!!
i love the mussels!!
so so nice!!
the meal was affordable i could say..
I JUST CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF EARLE SWENSENS!!!

matthew bought me doughnuts!!!
SO SO EXCITED!!!
gonna pass to me tml..
woots!!!

I LOVE DONUTS!!!

I MISSED MY CHANCE..CAN I GET IT AGAIN?

2007-05-17T07:38:00.000+08:00

CHOICES

was walking home just now..
saw a couple quarrelling..
about some guy tat gal met recently..
the gal wanted to break up..
cus the guy she just knew was nice to her
the guy was like "ok lor"
then the gal not happy..
kao peh him..
STUPID RITE?
wad kind of gal is this man?..

anws..
S.H.E's new album..
damn damn nice!!
this is the first time i'm like so crazy over them la..
I LOVE ZHONG GUO HUA!!

life has been not bad for me..
hanging out with pple that i realli LOVE!!
hahas..
working like fiak..
CUS I WANNA GO TAIWAN END OF THIS YR!!! =((

well..
think about the choices we made..
whether good or bad..
right or wrong..
have you ever regret?
so badly till you wish you din make any choice at all?

hmms~
i tink i have..
therefore i realli regret now..
wish i can go back to YR 1..
sighs..
2 years but no accomplishment...
it's time..for me to leave..
=)

you should be the last one..
after you..no more..

2007-05-11T02:11:00.000+08:00

THE END?

story just ended like that..
1 month..
10th april - 10th may
such a touching story

i cried like nobody's business..
think..
it's really the end..
really ended just like this

it's a dream..
i have never let you go
you chose to let go..
but in the end..

i died..
EVERYTHING IN ME DIED
I GAVE UP ON EVERYTHING
you killed me.

-wen.ji.hong

it hurts.. it really do

2007-05-09T04:44:00.000+08:00

Zzz..

IT'S 4.44am NOW.. And i haven slp..LOL
Duno why.. i realli can't sleep..

Anws..slept till late today..
thus i din go and meet james..
I'M SORRIE!!..had been REJECTING HIM A LOT LE LA!!
realli sorrie..

Met eddy at Simei at 4plus..
went there find mummy cut hair...
hahas..
NOW MY HAIR IS LIKE LIU HAI LA!!
BUT I WANTED LONGER!!
pek chek lehs..tell mummy liaos..she refused to cut..NB

then went to watch Spider-3 AGAIN..
CUS EDDY WANNA WATCH..
next week gonna watch it again..lols..

waited for mee chin to end work..
then went home with her..hahas..
SHE'S GOING RTC TO WORK LE!!
WEE!!
i can meet her after work next time le!!
=P =P =P

wells...tatz abt all for today..
sch is at 9am la..duno to slp or not now..
sighs..
go off le..buhbye!!

i miss those days..
can we return time
and let it stop where i want it to be?
i miss all of you..
but..it's too late..
*smile bryan..smile*

2007-05-06T14:41:00.000+08:00

FUN!!

went out with mei hui, eddy, hui tong, xueli, kenneth and jun ming yesterday..
damn damn fun i tell you..lols..
SUPPOSE to meet at 11..BUT EVERYONE WAS LATE!!
me, kenneth and mei hui were the earliest la..LATEST WAS EDDY!!
he came at 12.57PM LA!!..
tatz why i told them i wanna meet at 10..
cus confirm got people late one...
ARGHS..

anws..we had LUNCH AT BILLY BOMBERS..
DAMN DAMN NICE!!
wahahas.. I LOVE THE OAT CRUMBS FISH AND CHIPS!!
NICE LA..
then we walked to HEERENS to take our neo prints..
nice la..
shall upload it some time... =)

after tat we din know where to go..
slack around..
mei hui left first..
then i called mummy out for dinner..
we took bus to marina square..
met hui tong's boyfriend there..
mummy came around at 8 plus...
then we had our dinner..
IT WAS MUMMY'S TREAT!!
LOLS...

AND THE POST DINNER GAMES WERE FUN LA!!
we played JI GOU BAH.. xueli was the MOST high one..
kenneth laugh like mad..
then we played WU GUI WU GUI TIAO!!!
TATZ THE HIGHEST GAME LA!!!...
LOLS...
onli our group will understand man..
LOL!!
SORRIE EDDY FOR DISTURBING!!
BUT IT WAS REALLY FUN!!!
LOLS..

NEXT MEETING: 18TH MAY!!

THANKS PEEPS FOR PEI-ING ME THE WHOLE DAY.. =)
GREATLY APPRECIATED!!
=)

only if things didn't change.. only if i'm not what i am now, i promise to take care of you from the start.
i feel bad, but i'm just gonna do this, you left me with no choice
hates to you, don't wish to see you, nlevelh

2007-05-03T00:59:00.000+08:00

CITY SQUARE

me and xueli went there today..
FOR DINNER ONLY..
hahas.. how lame can we get?..
as usual..to Char Chan Teng again...
I MISSED THE FOOD THERE!!!

so nice la..
then we ordered our drinks..
this was wad happened..

--look at how big the GLASS IS!! this is xueli's-- this is mine..lols..-- and it's double the lenght of my wallet!!!..lols

i love going out with her!!
super farnie gal..
kk
shall update again..byees..

2007-04-25T01:36:00.000+08:00

RE: FRIENDS

this is a topic that i duno how to continue on..a topic tat i am weak in..
i hate this topic..but still..
let's recap

Friend / Foe
everybody got their preferences and dislikes
sometimes there's no reason to it
so if your friend really doesn't like it
the very least you can do is to respect his/her decision
tatz all i'm asking for

if this simple hing you can't even do
then jolly well answer this question

Friend or Foe?

was wondering
does anyone ever read my blog?
oh wells.. if they read..izt that difficult to leave a tag?
sighs..

these few days..
thanks to eddie and xueli who have been with me
..or else..i realli duno watta do
thanks you two!! =))

i regret knowing you in the first place..
i felt so used..
it's time i avoid you..
i hate myself..
why am i so dumb everytime?
dammits

MY MOOD IS SERIOUSLY WEAK..REAL WEAK..

2007-04-23T04:16:00.000+08:00

The End??

these few days..
hadn't been in good mood..
really rotten mood...
dun tink anyone notice it..

i nv make to make pple laugh and smile..
but me?..
i nv fail to NOT smile..
nobody really wanted to care..

guess everyone is TOO BUSY with their own life..
but all i asked for..
is just a little care and concern..
and not when you all need help..
then all will fly to me..
wad's this man?..

i solve your problem..
can't you all do a little to help me also?..
forget it..
wadever crap i say now..
all i will get back is another LOAD of crap

watched 200 Pounds Beauty..
was nice..
but i left half way..
anyone care to share with me the ending?..

next week will be working on thursday saturday and sunday..
so i will be free on tuesday wednesday and friday..
anyone free?..
i dun wanna stay at home this week..

maybe it's realli time.. cutting up my strings

2007-04-18T01:21:00.000+08:00

I'M SUPER SICK

super super sick...
sick until i realli..wa..
VOICE DAMN SEXY LA...hahas...

went town just now with xueli...
I LOVE GOING OUT WITH HER...SO SO FUN!!!
meet jeremy and kelvin...
then went pepper lunch to makan..but onli jeremy eat..
after tat go Food Republic eat...
THE HOKKIEN MEE IS THE BEST THERE LA CAN?..LOLS

after tat went Heerens...
see jeremy's SLIPPERS...
haven buy for him yets...
OPPS!!
=X
will buy for you soon de la..hahas...

hmms~..forgot wad else i wanna blog le..
oh wells...gtg le..
buhbye!!

missing you...real lots...

2007-04-13T08:52:00.000+08:00

FULLSTOP.

enough!! no more!! tis is not as sweet as it was before!!
had been telling myself tat..hope i can and will do it =)

was out with jeremy and nicholas yesterday..
jeremy told me to find him..
for wad?
"walk around" lors..

d _=.='''_b

i almost wanted to kill him..
but it's ok...cause my mood wasn't that bad yesterday..=P

fell asleep at jurong point..
was feeling super tired and sick la..
true enough..
I'M SICK NOW!!!

been bugged by jeremy for quite a while..
due to:
1) Nicholas is his ex colleague
2) He wants NUM Flip Flop
3) I didn't watch movie with him

i'm sorry but..
I'M REALLY BROKE NOW!!
*cries*

been trying to keep myself occupied lately..
so decided to change a number of stuffs:
1) My Wallpaper
2) My Phone
3) My Looks
4) My Character
5) My Dress Style
6) My Bank Account (in term of monetary)

xP xP xP xP xP xP

Avril Lavinge's New Song Rocks!!

HEYheyYOUyou
Idon'tLIKEyourGIRLFRIEND
HEYheyYOUyou
IcanBEyourGIRLFRIEND

and i need a new job when sch reopens!!!
a HIGH PAY one..
ANYONE CAN INTRO!?!?

It's time to let go, i should have known,
Promise no bothers, neither will we meet.
But if we really see each other, will you or i still smile?
Maybe you will, maybe i won't,
Giving up is the hardest thing to do, will you ever get me?
Maybe, sending you GDNITE msgs makes you more irritated by me only,
But you did left something in my heart that you did not take away from me,
Please take it away first? I beg you...

blah blahs~~

2007-04-12T09:42:00.000+08:00

TURTLE

you know this creature called turtle?
it hides in its HARD shell
often, it will come out of the shell
when in danger..
it goes back in again..

then..

have you met a person who refuse to move on?
or rather..did not dare to move on?
then..the person had a chance to do so
just when he thinks that he has found the PERFECT ONE
tat perfect one CRASHED him

yupps..tats me..
i'm not the perfect one..
i'm the one who was being crashed..
i'm just like a turtle..
maybe..i should remain in my shell forever..

anws..thanks mee chin..you have really been a great listener...sorrie to call you at 2am to cry...
and my beloved hellven..thanks for the advice too =) you take care too alrights?

i miss your voice...*j*a*p*r*e*s*

CRASHED

2007-04-11T10:31:00.000+08:00

CRASHED

i'm totally crashed
i have tried so hard to stand up
now that i have stood up
you PINNED me down again

yesterday was a day
i wanna remember forever
i miss 0410
can that day never end?

everything was going so well
till the movie was over
you said you were tired
i had nothing in mind wad was going on

until i see your msg today
i stunned, cried and damned
i duno watta do
how to change your thoughts

but i refused to believe this happening
EVERYTHING WAS SO WELL!!
is there really i can do about it?
is there realli nothing i could hope for anymore?

i don't wanna give up on you..PLS..

happy!!

2007-04-10T11:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY!!

Recently, my mood has been good!!
to be exact...REAL GOOD!!
HAPPY is the word to define myself for now
CONTENTED is what i am
DELIGHTED is what caused me to be happy
JOVIAL is my mood for now

had fun at work last saturday...so many frens were with me la!!
had fun in malaysia yesterday...saw so many clothes tat i wanna buy!!
had fun yesterday at yishun..mee chin and me are still TAT CLOSE!!!..hahas...partyworld rocks!!
gonna have fun later on!!..gonna meet my fren!!..WEE~~!!

you're the reason why i smiled so WIDELY =)

wad do i want?

2007-04-04T02:22:00.000+08:00

WHAT I WANT

here ii am...2.25am...
thinking of this question...
what do i really want now?
so what are my needs?

1. I Need A High Pay Job, I Wanna Be Independant, In Terms Of Supporting Myself
2. I Need A Group Of Friends That I Can Place My Trust In, Friends Do Play A Important Part In My Life
3. I Wanna Be On The Right Track, So I Have To Really Know What Track I Wanna Be For The Rest Of My Life
4. I Want A Stable And A Long Lasting Relationship, Been Through So Many, But I've Never Found A Stable One. Is It Just Me Or My Luck?

if i were to know you earlier, we would have been so sweet together already...

yawns

2007-04-02T11:06:00.000+08:00

YAWNS!!!

here i am at my attachment again!!!
yawns...
another nothing to do day...
yawns!!!

went JP with wei da yesterday...
he damn damn farnie...
si beh act cute but he calls himself mature...=.='''

saw N73 at such a low price la!!!
think i'm gonna get it today liaos..
i can't wait to change my phone!!!
*ROARS*

yesterday...kaili asked me to go BQT chalet today...
should i go?...
there a lot of old birds..
as in..
A LOT!!

go there kana aim again...
if only sengying they all got go..
then i go..
hahas..

so tired of everything...
tired of anything...
just hope..everything from now onwards will be fine ba...
=)

gones!!
*choosing song for blog in process*

/tries\

2007-03-27T16:53:00.000+08:00

TRIES

there are so many tries i wanna try...
realli a lot...

i wanna try going to hongkong myself..
i wanna try eat bittergourd
i wanna try learn scuba diving!!!
i wanna try hip hop!!

i wanna try to be in love again
i wanna try to be nice to everyone
i wanna try to be alone
i wanna try to fierce

wells...some tries...may happen
some may not..
but in all..
it's up to me whether to try it anots =)

so..
to try or not to try?

i wanna try...i realli do...

/decision\

2007-03-26T10:06:00.000+08:00

DECISION

wells...haven been blogging for long..was kinda "busy" lately...hmms~

started midnight jogs recently..gonna do it everyday..yesterday was so so tired la...tatz why fell asleep..so today gonna jog again!!..
i wanna lose my tummy!!...haha...

anws...was thinking about this question for very long le...
should i or should i not go into relationship again?
mum told me i was too young..cus i haven go NS...
so wad ever rls tat comes b4 it..confirm the person will zao sai when i enter army de...
true enuf..
i have many friends who have been throught this...

well..always wanted to proof my mum wrong..but all my relationship fails me to do so...

so now...decision made...
i shall not search for love anymore...
cus i believe..
"if it's yours, it will be yours; if not, no matter how much you fight for it, it will still be futile"

so many movies i wanna watch lately!!
watched Mr. Bean's Holiday le..
damn damn farnie!!!..
realli BTH...
watched with sy and ken...
then got this guy in the theatre..laugh until like nobody's business..
machiam he booked the whole theatre lidat..
then sy and ken kept kao-pehing...LOL

anws..here's he list of movies i wanna watch =PP

300
TMNT
Meet The Robinsons
Shrek 3
Music and Lyrics
Spiderman 3
Final Destination 4
The Hills Have Eyes 2

movies tat i dun wanna watch:

Transformers

I HATE THIS SHOW THE MOST

my misses

2007-03-20T15:16:00.001+08:00

MY MISSES

i realli miss so much stuffs la...

i miss my ex...
really really miss..
only if not for the car accident...
my ex may still be alive...

i miss my days together as a clique with jasmine, huiqing, emma, daniel, tingxun
we had so much fun in the past la...
i miss them a lot..especially huiqing and jasmine who are overseas now...
they are fren who stayed by my side through my yrs in Fairfield and NgeeAnn...
realli blessed to have them...

i miss my past-job at Hisatomo...
although i left the place unhappily..
it still gave me a lot of memories
tat i will never forget..
the chalets...the fun...the jokes...the anger...

i miss all my frens who went overseas to study..
i miss elvi..elsy..
they are still my very very dear frens...

i miss the 3 musketeers...
but...it seems like i won't be able to be close with them anymore..
i realli hafta realise tat...
i miss the days i talked to them...
sighs...

i miss food tat has disappearred from my world...
i miss Marks & Spencer's Triple Chocolate Crunch!!!
i miss my ah gong's pig organ's soup!!
i miss wanton mee from my previous staying place!!!

i miss taiwan so much...
i wanna go there again!!!
i miss everything of there...
i miss the food!!
i miss the shopping!!!

but...so what if i miss them and nothing's gonna change?

/my life\

2007-03-13T12:51:00.000+08:00

ACHIEVEMENTS

was thinking about my accomplishments...
wad did i achieve so far?
i tink again..
well..i decided to list them down..

Top 3 in class for P1-P4
PSLE Aggregate: 239
O's : L1R5 15, L1R4 12
Olympic Maths First Runner Up

these are so far behind me le..
so wad have i achieved in "recently"?

Banquet part-time staff -- VIP Server -- Part time Captain

guess..this is my only achievement for now ba...sighs...
so bei ai rite?..

haha..oh wells...

if only i had you...but..who's you?

/useless\

2007-03-09T11:22:00.000+08:00

USELESS IS MY MIDDLE NAME

i suck at everything...
just got REPRIMANDED for my incompetence..
also not my fault wad...then the person duno how to speak english wad you want me to do?

it's not i cannot lors...
it's there nothing i can do about it la...
this is not even my line...
you come banquet with me la..

then you try my line lor..
i wanna see wad you can do then...
first person to scold me until i cry in 4 years...

lost my mood for everything...
this is so F* Up

/my favs\

2007-03-06T20:16:00.000+08:00

MY LOVED

now i shall list my favourites =) :

Food:
3 in 1 Rice Ball from Mr. Bean
Mei Hui's mum's Homemade Pineapple Tarts!! (i miss them!!)
Ferroro Rocher
Rocky Mountain Marshmallows
Uzumaki Sesame Ice Cream
FruitTreeFresh Apple & Aloe Vera Juice

Songs:
Zhuan Shu Tian Shi (Tank)
Dong Le (Tank)
Listen (Beyonce)
One Night Only (Jennifer Hudson)
Liang Shan Bo Yu Zhu Li Ye (Cao Ge & Zhuo Wen Xuan)
Wo You Wo De Young (Farenheit)
Liang Zhi Lian Ren (Cao Ge)
Wo Ke Yi (Cai Min You)
Yi Qian Bian Wo Ai Ni (Yi Neng Jing)
Hao Peng You (Luo Zhi Xiang)
Zhi Dui Ni You Gan Jue (Farenhiet & Hebe)

Movie:
1. DreamGirls
2. Just Follow Law
3. Once In A Summer
4. Saw 4

Friends to hang out with:
MY DI!! Teo Ming Zhi
Hui Tong & Xueli
My God bros and sis-s (Mei Hui, Ben, Eddie, Kaili)
My Scandals!! LOL (Seng Ying, Kenneth)
My 4eva Crazy Cousins (Sze Heng, Sze Tong, Jermine)

Place To Visit:
Sentosa
Vivocity
Cineleisure
Bugis Village

Hmms...that's about all ba...

2007-03-04T19:13:00.000+08:00

BROKE

super super broke now...i seriously hate attachment...they pay little and give us nothing to do...
makes me so broke la...
everyday eat lunch out...
if i work RTC..they still got provide us meal..so gd la...

i feel like failing the ITP la..then earn more for this break...then when i repeat..at least i got money with me lors...sighs..this seriously sugs...

i want more money!!!
anyone recommend for wkend job??

sighs...

/gones\

2007-02-27T17:56:00.000+08:00

gonna hear some stuffs later..
shall see wad it will be..
nothing gd..
which is for sure..

i hate betrayers..
only thing tat i can say..
so much stuffs..
i promise not ta say to anyone..
now..
just one small matter and you can't keep it to yourself..
just because you are angry you blurt everything out..
wtf is this man..

once i know what's the matter..
tats it for you..
i mean it..
try me..

BISHAN
HA`
my gang lives there..

/done\

2007-02-25T13:29:00.000+08:00

guess..
it's done between us..
i promise i shall stop reading your blog from now ons..
pointless you know?..

haha..
was so hoping the person was me..

anws..yesterday earned my money like crazy..
$10/per hour..
me and my colleagues were so crazy...
i mean..
CRAZY!!!
lol`...
had fun at work...

after work..
dun wanna mention...
but did end my day well cus of:
hui tong
xue li
jun ming

thanks people...

Note: i'm some one who seriously hates people who scold me for no reason; the problem is you don't even apologize SOON after tat..and for meddlers..pls...dun meddle into people's stuffs..cus if you dun work it out well..you will get meddled into it too...i admit i am mean when i'm angry...but the question is...who's not?...

forget it..
gonna save my breathe..

gones``

/sighs\

2007-02-23T17:47:00.000+08:00

BOREDOM

friday..and i'm here myself..
all my frens got their own programs..
even my younger brother is going out!!!
arghs..
i hate to stay at home on friday..
i wanna go out!!!
mahjong..anyone??..
so bored!!!...
*thinks*
maybe i should go out alone this time..

but where?!?!?!

ha`..you forgot me real fast..

/fakes\

2007-02-23T01:55:00.000+08:00

FALSE HOPE

i hate people who gives me that..
so disappointed in you..
duno how to talk to you further..
maybe..
we just stop contacting each other for the moment would be the best way out..

attachment sugs..
go for 9 & 1/2 hours..
and i can actually sleep for 7..
wtf rite?
really hope they give me more stuffs to do tml..

i hate my life
always people who are around to hurt me..
nnbcb..

wad are friends for?..
when they need help..they find you..
tatz all =)

/CNY\

2007-02-21T03:05:00.000+08:00

this year's CNY seems rather boring..
duno why..
just dun have the mood..
not only me..
most pple around me too feels the same..
sighs..
so tired of everything..

duno where to start from..
feeling so lethargic now..
i hate myself so so much now..
this is real bad..

maybe..
this is my karma..
hahas..
finally it's my turn..

but..

when is it going/able to end?..

life is such a joke..

me and you..realli?

/spree\

2007-02-17T13:55:00.000+08:00

read garry's and edmund's blog...
got shopping list...
i also want!!!

diesel t-shirt ($59.90)
duno wat brand de polo shirt (2 for $69.90)
puma shoes ($99.90)
freshimp pants ($40)
socks [various brands] ($20)
adidas canvas shoes ($50.00)
s&k cargo pants ($29.90)

think that's about it..
kkaes..
now counting down to CNY!!!
AND MAHJONG!!!

gones``

/freebird\

2007-02-15T08:38:00.000+08:00

WOOTS!!
finally my exams are over!!!
haha...been waiting for this moment quite long le...
lalala...
but..kinda duno watta do now...
only left a bit of shopping not done..
and i am super broke le!!!
been spending so much money..
now stopped work also le..
duno watta do also..
si beh sian...
dun wanna spend the last bits in my bank..
arghs..

anws...this few days should be sticking at home ba..
dun feel like going out...
YAWNS~
time to pack my stuffs also..
maybe gonna buy one more berms and tatz it!!
haha

can't wait for CNY!!
WOOTS!!
mahjong mahjong and more mahjong!!
ang baos all the way!!
gonna house visiting this time
HAHA!!
tat means more ang bao!!!
*evil laughs*

people i wanna visit this time:
mei hui
serene
benjamin
mummy jo

ehms..tatz it..
seems kinda little..
nvm...
I SHALL SOURCE FOR MORE!!!
WAHAHAS`

kk..gonna acc qing go some productin place le..
haha..
shal update again!!

you know wad?.. i kinda hate you now =)

/crystal jade\

2007-02-08T00:51:00.000+08:00

woke up at 10 plus in the morning...
slack around till 11 plus...went to meet hui qing and took the notes she printed for me..
THANKS QING!!!

then after tat took bus to queensway and meet mei hui and eddie..
BOTH OF THEM WERE LATE!!!
then walked around at queensway..
went ikea for lunch..

then i bought my pillow..
the table i wanted to buy was too small for me..
so din bought it

after tat went back to queensway..
walked around for a little while more...
me and eddie went down to JB to change his shoes..
we saw tze yuen at City Square la!!..
so qiao..

then went walking around again..
i bought new shoes and a pants..
about to finish my CNY shopping list le..
haha..

after that went back malaysia..
met mei hui, ben and my mum for dinner at Crystal Jade..
dinner was great!!!..

then now..
i'm home!!..
gonna watch SAW 3..

gones`

still nothing..

/yawns\

2007-02-07T01:50:00.000+08:00

back from work..
partner with an old friend of mine..
quite surprised to see her..
was at the end of the ballroom..
but was quite the first few to pick up..
felt so accomplished..LOL

tml going queensway with mei hui and eddie..
then go ikea buy my table..
then go with eddie to JB AGAIN..
cus his shoes one big one small..
LOL..stupid rite?..

after tat going to meet mei hui and ben for dinner at crystal jade..
WOOTS~..
wad a packed day!! =))

AND I STILL HAVEN START STUDYING!!!
*dammits*

maybe..it's you =)

/MALAYSIA\

2007-02-06T01:56:00.000+08:00

woke up at 7.30 today..called mei hui at 7.45, ben at 7.50 and eddie at 8.00..

just so excited about today!!!

met eddie at woodlands control at 945, ben at 9.55 and mei hui at 10.10..
then we took 950 to malaysia..
walked to City Square and started our day.. =D ..
went to Wang Kar Tea Restaurant to makan first...the food there damn damn nice..
we ate like dinosaurs..
then we went walking around City Square le...watched Epic Movie at 3.20..
IT SUCKS BIG TIME..PLE..PLS DON'T WATCH IT..

eddie and ben were practically sleeping throughout the show..
me and mei hui were like criticising all the way..
the trailer was so much nicer..
such a disappointment..
anws..we watched it cause it's cheap there..
onli RM 6 for students..WOOTS~..

bought 3 shirts..haven bought my jeans and pants..
guesss will be buy it in S'pore ba..
such a waste..should have brought more cash with me..
arghs..

went to beside The Zon's kopitiam and had dinner there..
dinner was great..excet for the stingray..LOL..
we ate like dinosaurs..

after tat came back to S'pore..
they accompanied me go down chinatown to take my necklace..
THANKS PEOPLE!!

after tat went home..
and here i am..
so contented with the shirts i bought today..
lalalas`~~

DIE!!..HAVEN STUDY FOR EXAMS!!

no..you din die, just tat you forget tat there's wenjihong =)

/tired\

2007-02-03T02:33:00.000+08:00

super super tired today..
but working was so so fun..
have so much nonsense going on at work..
today so many people came back to work!!
so happy..
it's always fun working with this group of people..

just like things the way they are now..
tml's another big event..WOOTS!!
KAI LI'S COMING BACK TML!!..
will be working with her in private lounge in the morning..
so happy can work with her siahz
lalalas~~

at least i'm happy now..
next monday going Malaysia with eddie, ben and mei hui..
gonna shop for new clothes!!
WEE!!

i think you are dead..if i'm not wrong x)

2007-02-02T02:39:00.000+08:00

the attachment stuffs really spoilt my day yesterday...
i'm being paid so little and the working hours are so long!!!
longer than those who take more pay than us la..
seriously, i tink this company's gonna treat us as free labour i tell you..
tat means i'm gonna die..
and with my attitude..
i'm gonna be so dead again..

today's lecture have totally no help in our ITP
it's so stupid..
although i paid attention..
but it was definitely not one tat can help usAT ALL

went town with rena and wei xian..
been such a long time since i went out with them le..
we ate at The Village..
somehow the style is like marche..
and it's so cheap!!
cause they forgot to charge us for 2 dinner set meals!!!
we onli paid like 50% of the total bill lar..LOL...
then went chinatown to walk walk...cus rena wanna pay her bill..
stupid rite?..=X

then went to meet warren..
he's super funnie and beng i tell you..
i tink i'm getting more and more frens like this le..LOL
oh wells...gonna slp le..
tml's working and i cannot afford to be late again!!..

gones``
still..nothing from you..sighs

/regrets\

2007-01-31T04:56:00.000+08:00

i regret..
i so regret..
i'm sorrie..
i really din mean it..
i'm realy very very sorrie..

oh gosh..
i feel so guilty now..

sighs..
i'm a fucker.....

/giving up\

2007-01-31T02:22:00.000+08:00

i'm kinda giving up hopes..
someone please..
prove to me it's worth it..
prove to me 4 is better than 3..
prove to me i cannot be better without them..
prove to me they are true..
prove to me that i've found the right one..
prove to me lonliness doesnt not come onto me

please prove to me...

i miss tat day..tat very particular day..
how i wish it didn't end just like tat..
is it still possible to go on again?..
i duno..
i really don't..

pick me up from where i am..
dun leave me alone here..
please..

/ =) \

2007-01-30T03:49:00.001+08:00

been working very hard the past few days..
cleared my phone bill!!!
yeahs...
gonna work extra hard this week..
cus i'm wanna shop for new clothes!!!
haha..
saw my banl account...
i'm so freaking broke now...
hate the feeling of being broke..
ARGHS..
wells..

have been thinking about this lately
did you forget about me or sumthing?
din receive any sms or calls from you le..
gave up on being the initiative one..
just dun get it..
why you can call the rest but not me?..
watever it is..just hope..you dun dao me jiu ok le =)
sighs..

/hmms\

2007-01-28T00:44:00.000+08:00

this week i'm super super tired...
next week's gonna be even more tired...
one more presentation to go
working on Monday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday next week..
woots
guess everyone's busy lately...
oh wells...
called so many people and they nv pick up...
and they refused to return call...
duno why...
am i irritating or irritating
i should be either...

wadever...
gones`

/therefore i know\

2007-01-23T18:44:00.000+08:00

was reading pples' blog...
found out some stuffs...
some pple have similiar thinking as me
some have very different

therefore i know what pple is feeling when they post
sometimes i feel what they feel too
hmm~~

maybe it's really meant to be this way..let me join you..will you?

/friends\

2007-01-21T04:26:00.000+08:00

hmms~..

did enjoy myself today...haha...
read someone's blog...found out that he hate me..

i duno for wad reasons...maybe he tinks i'm snatching away something?...
i duno la...dun bother to know either...

wells...been having problems lately...not me..but my two good friends...sighs

friends are easy to find
real friends are hard to
sometimes, we have to learn to understand about another person

it's not the person refuse to care

it's the person don't know how to help

sometimes replying simple doesn't mean he/she doesn't care

look otherwise

he/she may wants you to learn it yourself

which may be good at times

vice versa

the person should learn more about his/her friends too

if this friend requires more care and concern

why not just give a little more?

it doesn't kill to give a little more

replying simple always depends on the situation

it doesn't work everytime

RIGHT GUYS?

oh wells...it's still up to you guys...we really can't do anything if both party decides not to make any moves...so...why not make a move?..it doesn't kil either.. =)

i tink i'm sure this time...should i continue or should i not?

/ANGELA\

2007-01-18T20:17:00.000+08:00

bought angela's album..she seriously rocks...
i lurve her...
she's chio like anything...realli CHIO...lol
PPLE..SUPPORT HER NEW ALBUM!!!

Angela's 4TH Great Album *Meng Li Hua*
Out in all stores now!!!
Remember to go for her autograph session!!!

maybe it's time..=)

/mamemoo\

2007-01-17T16:11:00.000+08:00

MAMEMOO

been having real bad dreams lately
duno why
when i have bad dreams
things will start to happen
those who know me well enough they should know

dreamt my fren had a car accident two days ago
been calling her lately to see if she's fine
yesterday dreamt my fren kana raped
and she suddenly sms me just now say she wanna go zouk today...
IT'S LIKE SO RANDOM
i duno whether to go with her anots..
i dun wanna regret
but i dun wanna go to those places again also...

i wanna stop dreaming
please take away my dreams from me
my dreams hurts...

my mum, my cousins and myself have been the victims already...
i dun wanna see another one...
*cries*

/maybe\

2007-01-16T11:19:00.000+08:00

MAYBE

maybe people should change instead of me
maybe i should get used to what i cannot stand now
maybe i should learn to accept people for who they are
maybe i should stop putting my head into people's stuff
maybe me stepping into this circle is totally wrong
maybe i should have started some stuffs
maybe i shouldn't know you (all)
maybe this was what i should have expected
maybe i should stop what i'm doing now
maybe i should learn to be without anyone
maybe i am a bloody loner
maybe this is the end of my chapters in life

12 maybeS.. this is bad.. real bad.. learn how to forget you is just the hardest thing to do for now but i have to learn to move on..
my 10th maybe.. should be the first thing i should do for now

/indochine\

2007-01-15T15:22:00.000+08:00

INDOCHINE

was serving a VIP table with mei hui at a weding yesterday...i was damn pissed with wad happened...here it goes:

was preparing my side station b4 the weddin starts...then the first thing happened...the DJ pple kept couping the drinks i've prepared...and they ask fro 8 chairs!!!...I HATE THE CHAIRS AT RTC!!..THEY ARE SO DAMN HEAVY LA!!...bo bian..they are guest wad...watta do?...so i continued to do my stuffs..then...the second thing happened...the DJs keep putting their stuffs on my side station...already no space le they still put until very song lidat...then i BTH..went to fix a cocktail table for them to put their stuffs...

the dinner commence

i started serving drinks after the guest sat down...they refused to reply me...so i decided not to...the thrid thing happened...they complain to my captain that we diun serve drinks to them la!!!...I WAS DAMN HOT TAT TIME LIAOS...but mei hui say nvm..she will serve...then told me to pick up all tat can le...then ok lors...i go pick up...

the fourth thing happened!!!...THEY EAT DAMN SLOW!!!...we were alreadi serving the 8th...which is th last course and they refused to let us clear away their unfinished fish...which is the 4TH COURSE!!!..i tell you...i damn du lan with them la!!!...

me and mei hui were like saying this is the worst VIP we had ever serve...so wad if they are rich?..rich no need to respect pple de mehs?...RICK BIG FUCK AH!!...
I'M SERIOUSLY GONNA CURSE THIS COUPLE!!!

* * * * * * * *

kana said by jorge and garry...it's really time to let go...wad's the use to hanging on?...maybe it's time i should grow up and move on le...one thing garry said that i finally agreed with him for once...lol...which is to learn from your mistakes and learn to pick up yourself and move on...maybe i'm someone who is destined to be alone...not cut for anything but alone =)

gones`` ===

/summarized\

2007-01-14T01:57:00.000+08:00

SUMMARIZED

5 points:

today sugs
blood diamond is nice
jorge is nice
i hate being alone!!
disappointment fills the air

so disappointed...sighs...everytime the same thing happens to you...who will be next now?...trying to play me out?..continue to do it then =)

/replacement\

2007-01-12T00:07:00.000+08:00

REPLACEMENT

went for dinner with desmond and edmund at Sushi Tei..the food there is so nice...love it so much...was suppose to eat marche..nvm..shall go there next time...
anws...thanks qing..you never fail to help me through my problems =)

not trying to replace someone..because everyone have the own status in everyone's heart..
if you want..then i shall take my leave then...i promise...
not trying to emo...but i dun like the feeling that i'm intruding pple's life..
i mean it...
this entry is for you know who =)

/gobstoppers\

2007-01-10T10:50:00.000+08:00

GOBSTOPPERS

i still din manage to buy my gobs...hmm~...can anyone buy for me?...xP

stayed over at edmund's again...he's so nice...letting me stay over..know tat i dun feel like going home...haha...

was thinking maybe my IS module i should have chosen Human Psychology...so i can know how people actually thinks...
note: if you dun like a person...dun give the person hope...believe me..your karma will come soon if you continue to do so...*evil grins*
i pity him in everyway...realli...he's just like a kid...tat kid when someone offer him sweet...and when he's so happy and about to eat the sweet...tat someone snatch back the sweet from him again...this feeling sugs totally...

tried out direct translation...this is so fun:
love wrongly
Only got feelings for you
Rainbow heaven
Listen to the sea
Left side
"If" matters
Coral Sea
Chrysenthenum Stage

gones`

wonder..your feelings..are they?..arhs nvm..

/disgusted\

2007-01-09T09:44:00.000+08:00

DISGUSTED

yesterday night was...bad...real bad...
met desmond and jorge for lunch in skl..
slack with jorge till 4pm..
went to desmond's house with garry after tat cus decided not to go work..

desmond helped me repair my com...GAN XIE NI!!
but now hors...my com got no anti virus le!!!...arh!!
went yishun with garry after tat..
went k box..suppose to go with jo..then her bf tagged along..
decided to go alone to the 8th floor de k box...zi high from 11pm-2am..LOL

met edmund at bishan after tat...
went drinking...
then went his house and pom...
slpt from 5.10 till 8.30...

haha...edmund told me some stuffs...i was totally disgusted..i mean..TOTALLY..
i hate you..seriously..I HATE YOU...
the person i met at cine...same to you...I HATE YOU TOO

just ~~get~~ fuck off from my life..

/fun`\

2007-01-08T11:35:00.000+08:00

FUN

today is so fun!!!...haha...has been a long time since i hang out with pple...

met desmond and garry and edmund today for dinner at a hongky place...LOL`..i dowan eat one...but they all pressurized me...stupid rite?...i the most fat there...then they keep telling me to eat...wa lau eh...*pissed*...anws..the food there is nice...taste just ike wad i ate in City Square...

we went visiting jorge at urban concept also...haha...

walked around at orchard for a while...cus waiting for jorge to knock off...oh ya..how can i forget this...

they keep bullying edmund!!!...he damn ke lian can?...haha...nvm...next time go out..i confirm side him one...LOL...he very poor thing la...

i kept disturbing garry also...cus he look like cheena man...LOL...haha...went arcade..played DDR and PARA with edmund...haha...he's my arcade khaki...next time we go play again k?...LOL!!

hmms~...then waited went back cine and waited for jorge to knock off...went back to the hongky place to sit...cus cheena man ta bao for his mum...then they play "ni wo ta" there...super high...lol...sit in between of two person being slapped...lol...then we all took train together...edmund damn ke lian la...we like nv talk to him a lot siahz...hais...

then went yishun with garry...met mee chin for supper...but i din eat...

then went home at 1 plus AM...

realli enjoy myself yesterday...next time go out again!!!...HAHA!!!

/smile\

2007-01-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

=P

i will be happy if you are happy too =)
if not contacting me makes you happy..then so be it =)
i promise i will not disturb you again =)
but if one day you decide to contact me again =)
i will still be there =)

seriously la..i kept telling myself to fuck off from you.. =)
because i told myself without contacting you..i should be able to move on =)
but again..i was wrong =)

oh wells...do you care?
you have him.. =)
you are happy =)
*fullstop*

P.S: jarren wen ji hong aka bryan yap chun kuan, what the fuck are you man..WAKE UP!!

/ha\

2006-12-29T05:04:00.000+08:00

ha`

5.04 in the morning...woke up twice le...both nightmares...darns..
i read your blog...i was throughly shot down...i'm nothing compared to tat guy...ha`

i suddenly lost my way after wad you told me yesterday..
was walking around in bukit panjang...until my fren called me...say tat he saw me walking at his house downstairs...so he accompanied me at the coffee shop...

then i smsed you...i called you...
are we really over?...from the way you tell me...i can feel tat there was still chance...but...when i reached home and i went to read your blog...i was stunned for words...these few days...when you were with me...you were actualli thinking of him...ha`..

silly me...all the smses you sent me..i should have known...and be prepared...tat i'm not the real one that you missed...i'm just...someone that likes you?...tatz all...ha`

hmm~...you refered me as "someone" in your blog...afraid that he sees it?...ha`

the smses you sent me with the word "silly"...

ha`..i'm realli silly..

not hoping for anything now..cause...i've alreadi lost my way...

still...all i can say is...

ha`

tell me watta do?..will ya?

/shocked\

2006-12-05T21:18:00.000+08:00

STUNNED FOR WORDS

me and xueqi went jurong point today..we went shopping...then i wanted to buy socks...so we went to Hang Ten..
I saw wad i wanted...then i was like asking "where's the cashier?"
an auntie replied me "there"
i was like "then where's the cashier?"
the auntie said "go dinner lors"

me and xueqi stunned...

they can just leave the store like that?...with so many customers?...

this is so powerful...pple nowadays...POWER

/presents\

2006-11-26T13:34:00.000+08:00

Lists

pple i wanna thank (list of wishers) :
tsehwee
huiqing
gladys
fion
xian xu
rena
wei xian
xue qi
brenna
edmund
nicholas
jasper
mee chin
shanelle
jorge
michelle
michelle's friend (forgot her name =X)
kai li
kiwi
jo
mummy
brother
ben
benjamin
peter
jelly
melvin
shirkan
venice
mei hui
erly
jasmine
kai boon
peter
yanto
boss (stephen)
brian
elica
dominic
ken
titus
darren
yi kai

pple who celebrated for me in RAV :
mee chin
shanelle
dominic
dominic's friends

pple who celebrated for me in K Box :
mummy
edmund
brian
elica
benjamin
jelly
melvin
eddy
jo
daryl
titus
darren
shirkan
peter

who bought me presents :
mee chin
shanelle
jo
daryl
edmund
elica
jelly
brian
eddy
benjamin
melvin
peter
rena
wei xian
xue qi
xian xu

presents tat i received =D :
Billabong Wallet
Crumpler Phone Pouch
Adidas Shoe Bag
DKNY Apple Delicious
Ang Bao
Specs
Guylian Chocolate
After Eight Chocolate
Birthday Card
Birthday Paper
Fruits
Ajisen Ramen

THANKS EVERYONE!!! SORRIE IF I MISSED OUT YOU...TAG ME IF I DO SO K?...=D

/friend or foe\

2006-11-22T09:09:00.000+08:00

Friend / Foe

everybody got their preferences and dislikes
sometimes there's no reason to it
so if your friend really doesn't like it
the very least you can do is to respect his/her decision
tatz all i'm asking for

if this simple hing you can't even do
then jolly well answer this question
Friend or Foe?

/true/false\

2006-11-18T01:26:00.000+08:00

True Or False

Just a single line..either..it's real or fake..
Dun tell me it's true when it's not..
When it's fake, i can tell..
When you are true in your words..

Because..
I can feel it..

But..i don't now..
Swearing is not your forte...
Now you did it...
What can i say?

True/False
Just A Line
See the line?
it's in you..

Be True
Not False
Be False
Then don't talk to me

Tat simple =)

-jarren.wen`

/test\

2006-11-11T01:43:00.000+08:00

My Test

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

/tired\

2006-11-10T03:41:00.000+08:00

FINALLY, I'm TIRED

nv been so tired b4...
not onli physically tired...
i'm also mentally tired...
tired of everything i do...
i wanna be a normal 18..
whereby only work once or twice a wk for more pocket money...
i wanna be a normal 18...
whereby i still get allowance
i wanna be a normal 18...
whereby i get a good stead and long lasting one...
i wanna be a normal 18...
whereby i can go out with my friends often...
i wanna be a normal 18...
whereby i can go shopping anytime with enough money with me...
i wanna be a normal 18...
whereby i can meet my stead and go out as often as i want...
I WANNA BE A NORMAL 18!!!
I WANT I WANT!!!

Life's unfair...watta do?...
1)Live it on to the fullest
2)Grumble everyday and continue with my fucking lfe
3)God pity me and grant me some stuffs
4)Suicide, end my life with all this shit
5)My guardian angel comes and help me carry on in my life
6)I become an idiot and not know anything

PPLE...HELP ME WITH MY CHOICE PLS
='((

/sighalogy\

2006-11-09T04:17:00.000+08:00

4.30AM

a timing i will not forget..
a person i will not regret..
but the feelings are deep in debt
i can't seem to forget that

today, i sent a msg to 4.30, saying that i realli miss J a lot a lot...
j sent back, saying "me too"
i told J i wanna woo J back...
i mean..i will..cause..
i believe things will be able to work out no matter what..
it's a matter whether we believe we can or we wanna do it or not..

4.30..get prepared..i want you back in my time...

/compass\

2006-11-06T02:14:00.000+08:00

COMPASS

can i still be your compass?...
i tink of you everyday...
i kept myself busy so as not to think of you..
but..when i am alone...
the first thing i tot of is you...
"what you doing now?"
"eaten le ma?"
"got enough cash with you?"
"how are things at home?"
all these questions just kept flashing in my mind

but...when i think again...i realised...
we are not together le...
i teared...i miss you so so much...
i woke up in nightmares these few days...
then i wanted to call you...but then...
i tink again...
we are not together le...
we are over...
which wasn't wad i wanted...

everytime i call you to tell you your schedule...
i am so reluctant to call...
cause i know after i hang up...my mind is full of you again...
i went to the places i used to go...i miss all those days...

i'm still the angel you knew...realli...in fact..a better one...
i've alreadi become not so ti ki le...
but...why do you always pick my bad points to say about me?...
why did you look things in only your perception?...
why din you ever ask how i feel about stuffs?...
i realli tink both of us can work out...but...
both parties hafta realli work hard...

it realli hurts when i see our chat log...
i cry everytime i look at it...
and...
when i saw you typed "IT'S OVER"
my heart crashed...

do you still love me?...
can i ever get an answer on this question?...
i doubt so...

/you know wad?\

2006-11-02T21:39:00.000+08:00

realli...dun talk to me...since tat time you say you hate me..you shouldn't be even talking to me at all...wad you mean by you dun want things to happen lidat?...you were mean in your conversation...whenever i read tat...my heart bleeds...then wad you want me to do?...

pls...just...go away...

/hmm?\

2006-10-28T06:52:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging for a long time..anws..i tink tag-board already died or sumthing..oh wells..changes my taggie to cbox le..

things hasn't been going good with me..i missed my frens...i miss rena...i miss xian xu...i miss xue qi...i miss wei xian...it has been such a while we all go out together...everyone is so committed with their stuffs..sighs...i have so many things to tell them la...i realli missed the times we used ta hang out with...

hais...things changed so much within a while...

things have not been going well...my clique...come ask me questions lehs...sighs

anws...i'm holding on to 3 jobs now...wanna find another one...anyone interested to help?...

drop me a tag!!!..HEE!!!...

tata

/perhaps; perhaps?\

2006-10-19T15:41:00.000+08:00

"wad you say" " sorry, what?"

"i not free la" "i'm not free leh"

"siam lehs" "excuse me"

which one you you prefer?...the first set or the second?...
of course everyone prefers the first set, then pple..why why why?...do you wanna treat pple with the second set when you yourself like the first and can be the first?...why why why??

read someone's blog..it's so so true abt rls...hmms...maybe...i'm not ready for one...or rather..i don't deserve better.."you deserve a person person dear...just not me"

am i right?...i duno...me = shit = messed up = fucked up = nothing

conclusion = me is nothing

don't care abt me...don't bother abt me

fuck off

-this is second set

pls...leave me alone, i'm realli not in the good mood

- this is first set..

but i choose to use the first set..you know why?...becus...you guys use this set too =)

/forget-me-yes\

2006-09-19T00:17:00.000+08:00

typed out every thing yesterday...but duno wad happened..nothingg came out..oh wells..

forget-me-yes | forget-me-not

just a thin line in between...but still..i got the first one...is this considered as karma?...

but...karma happens when you did something to tat person...then it comes back to you..so if it is not karma...then can i just call it plain unlucky?...

read her blog..was not invited to a reunion..what is this man?...fucked up...always fucked up...sighs...

lesson learnt : if pple nv invite you, just jolly well shut up when you found out and take it as if nothing happened...

/updates\

2006-09-07T09:51:00.000+08:00

woah...so damn long nv update blog le...haha...been busy lateli with my love life...LOL...

anws...brought jasper into RTC to work tat day...then he partner me...everything was fine actualli...and he's quite fast as a newbie le...haha...this friday we working again...so damn fun...haha...promised someone to take good care of jasper de...but kinda failed...sorrie...

then past two days i stayed over at my gf's house...haha...tatz why din come online for so long...this week she having break...tatz why can so free pei me...=xx...

well well..been a long time since i met up with my clique...kinda miss them...maybe ask them out next wk ba...provided all can be free..=X...my sistas!!!...if ya got see my blog...juz to tell you all tat i miss you guys!!!...

will update soon!!!...take care peeps!!!

/do, does, doing, did, done\

2006-08-29T19:41:00.000+08:00

do i realli wan the operation?
does it helps me if i go for it?
was doing the operation at 8am just now
the doctors did their job
i'm done with it

finalli...thanks for people who are concerned..thanks thanks thanks..and..i did survive it!!!

i want a job!!!...a job that i can work everyday!!!...from anytime in the morning till 4 or 5!!!...then at night i can meet my dear!!!...I WANT I WANT I WANT!!!

=))

/maybe, maybe\

2006-08-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging for days..hmms~..where shud i start?...

past days have been pia-ing for exams...stressed up...oh wells...2 more papers to go..then it's over...*yay*

sometimes..i find tat life is so short...and so fragile...it might be taken away anytime...like...anytime

i recceived a call from my mum juz now...i stunned again...i tot it's alreadi over...but...haha...it came back again...i thought it through..was tinking...i am not going to go for any operation again..never...i remember the period where i stayed there...it was so scary...especially the moment b4 i enter the OP room...i am so afraid...i'm afraid once i enter there...i'm nv gonna get out of the room anymore...so i tink i had decided...not to go...

was tinking of the stuffs i realli wanna do now...
so...here's the list:
1)Meet up with everyone in my contact list on my phone ASAP
2)Do my very best for my final 2 papers
3)Get my results as soon as possible
4)Spend more time with my love one
5)Take a clique photo, we never had a nice one
6)Spend time with my khakis

i suppose tatz wad i have now ba...maybe more will be added soon..=))

gones``

/rtc banquet\

2006-08-14T10:37:00.000+08:00

woot!!!...haha...our whole clique worked at RTC yesterday!!!...HAHA...
so cool lors...
yesterday was the first day xian xu tried chinese dinner...it was tiring...but fun though...haha...
xue qi spilled a drink...but it's ok!!!..cuz she's a newbie...=))
wei xian did quite ok i suppose...cuz her partner is quite fast also..=D
rena and kay partner...they are not bad...
me and titus partner...WE ARE DAMN DAMN FAST!!!...haha...cuz both of us familiar with service...then i pick up food still can help him do service in the meantime also...so we are damn damn fast!!!...haha...we first group to clear everything lors!!!..haha...^5 titus!!!

yesterday worked till 12 plus..then..RTC din have enough money to distribute...cuz everybody had ta stay...causing not enough money...so...sorrie xue qi, xian xu and weixian...especially xue qi and wei xian...cuz you all first time worked here...then cannot get money le...so pai sehs..sorrie sorrie!!!

I LOVE BQT AND MY CLIQUE!!!...AND 4.30!!!...=))

/is are || was were\

2006-08-11T13:37:00.000+08:00

BOO!!!...been a long time since i update...juz came back form jo's house...damn damn tired...i duno why..her house always make me feel lethargic...haha...

anws...yesterday was super bad mood..due to my I&E..now i took over xian xu's position...i felt so stress...i mean..not tat i cannot take this post as the project manager...but...the teacher is juz too harsh one us...and i hate this...when i do my stuffs..you dun come ga jiao me...you ga jiao me..you confirm tio kan...and i promise on tat i tell ya...

but everything's ok now..i will definitely do my best and make this event great...=)...thanks xx!!!

anws...i realli think i'm in love now...=))

tata`

back soons..=)

/life?..explainations needed...=)\

2006-08-02T02:15:00.000+08:00

oh wells...back from melvin's bdae...din enjoy myself tat much...realli in bad mood...sorrie kor...hmms~...realised mummy got so much problems...i could onli lend a ear...but...i realli duno how to help...all i can do is ta give her advice...and hope tat she will make the right decision...but...any decision you make..i will always support you mummy jo...=)

wells...regarding to my bad mood...think...it's due to my surroundings ba...from dou yu...i learnt sumting..."some people choose to change the surrounding to suit them...but some people prefer to be changed by the surrounding..i tink i'm the type where i am changed by my surroundings ba...i realised i changed a lot...and i realli cannot tell who am i now le...i wanna be who i am...wad i realli am...but...what am i?..realli...i pondered for a while...and still..no answer...maybe i'm a goner...

hmms~...maybe hatred realli hai me ba...but..if the person dun do such things...why would i even hate her?...as in...why would i even bother to hate her?...maybe she is juz my stepping stone in my life...and if she doesn't do sumthing lidat...i may not even be bothered to bitch abt her...but...since you are so cocky to do such stuffs...so...how would you want pple not to remember you?... -- to stacy tan

i know where i stand in my class...i'm not a hot pick...i know many dislike me...but...juz one thing to say...when you first see a person...you will definitely define a person with the first impression you captured of him/her...take for example...a gal wearing specs reading a book named "totto chan"...wad would be ya first impression?...she is a guai kai...but...if you see a person...chatting with his/her fren...and out of a sudden...the word "chee bye" came out from the mouth...of cuz you will think.."wa lau..this person...confirm chao attitude one"..isnt it true?...

i admit that i'm not a good giver of first impression...and i admit...i'm not a nice person..but...shouldn't i be given a chance to prove myself of wad i am in comparison to a person who reads a book and wearing specs?...if you know me...i can be a suan-ner...and pple who know me will know that i meant no harm...and...vulgarities is like a family language to me...everyone in my family speaks that...i mean to me it's normal..but...everyone have their weaknesses...this is juz one of my weakness isnt it?...

i'm not telling everyone to like me...i'm juz telling everyone...that...accept who pple are...every one deserve respect no matter how they are...and i dare to say that i respect stacy tan..if not..i would have called pple down to whack her up...

wells...read someone's blog again juz now...realised that...tat someone looks unsure of wad's going on also...i guess...it's juz stacy's doing?...am i allowed to conclude that?...hmms~...and yar..not tat i can work alone...it's juz that we all hafta learn to work alone...abt the fakes part...it's still in my thinking...so...maybe time will change everything...but for now...i admit i am still tinking it this way...=)

conclusions: nobody deserves to be alone...but everyone hafta learn to be alone
everyone deserve respects of wad they are
with your current mindset...try changing to wad i said and feel it...u will learn

n , e , w

tata`

/mac*\

2006-08-01T07:55:00.000+08:00

you know why the title ish mac?...haha...cuz i at mac now...7.51 in the morning...cuz house wireless like hit...BTH...then i need download some BLAW materials also...OH YA...PPLE!...I DOING THE BLAW PROJECT MYSELF!!!...haha...not proud of it also la...oh wells...kinda cooled down from lesson yesterday le...thanks to my sistas...RAWK ON BABES...=p...hmm~

read someone's blog...saying that the teacher may not know wad's happening...oh wells...maybe i duno wad they thinking also...but...according to my thinking...i'm quite disappointed with some of them also...sighs..din know this would happened..but i agree that i realli din do wad should one member did...but...as a follower in a grp...shouldn't he or she be informed of wad he/she is supposed to do?...all the info i got from gla when she send the report to me is that...telling me to edit...and...i did...but...oh wells...nothing else was told to me other than tat...so...am i expected to delete wad they all did and do one again myself to send to them?...i duno...well...juz blame it on myself ba...who tell me nv go ask?...ok lors...LPPL lors...i do myself...at least i learn sumthing from here...if next time got chance kana karma...be in the same group as stacy again...i must be prepared to do my own project le...at least i can do it myself...but of cuz..with the help of my sistas...then...should be ok ba...at least i dun get marked down for not doing anything...i'm on my own this time...

my mum...as in my real mum...told me sumthing...she said: "in this world...it's the best if you depend on yaself...there will be a lot of backstabbers around...so juz have to be wary of them and worse come to worse...be on your own..." mummy...now i totally agree with you...=)...thanks for teaching me...

wells wells...after rushing 7 hours of the project..i'm finally done!!!...haha...someone's blog also mention tat din expect things to end this way...so...wad way do they want it to end in?...fail me?...or...pity me then give me some pathetic slide to present juz to get sum marks which stacy said that i have not done anything?...pls lors...i'm not tat XIA LAN yet...according to da jie...I GOT BALLS!!!...haha...

anws...three words from someone's blog again...hatred...blames...unhappiness...wells..out of the 3...i dare to say...i got 2 out of the 3 feelings at tat time...i was definitely unhappy...i blame myself for being so stupid...and...hatred?...nah...the feeling was there ever since tat time le...hated stacy all along...so...tatz out i suppose?...

anws...after handing in ecd project...me da jie wei xian and xian xu went to city hall for sushi tei...damn nice ok?...haha...the cha soba there is damn nice...almost the same standard as last time i used to work in the restaurant...haha...then...i bought FIR NEW ALBUM!!!...haha...i always supported them de ok?...*wiu weet*...anws..photos next time upload ba...i wanna go home orh orh le...HAHA...

tata`
learnlearnslearninglearnt
blah

/back~\

2006-07-27T00:52:00.000+08:00

woots...so long nv blog le...haha...no wireless!!!..zzz...anws...updates for lateli...

with oout with da jie...mummy...and kor often...working as usual...but sort of had a tiff with the captain...abt M Hotel all tat la...dun care...haha...i still going to work there...there work so much easier la...one person to one table onli..haha...can work 4am in the morning also...earn more $$$!!!...wahahas`

this wk damn stress...got a lot of stuffs hafta hand in...oh wells...hafta buck up also le...EXAMS ARE NEAR!!!...this sem must score 3.4 and above...MUZ WIN TAT WOMAN!!!...*evil laughs*...

OH YA...XX JOINING THE BQT TEAM LE!!!...woots!!!...soon...i bring xue qi and wei xian in...then whole clique there le!!!...YEAH!!!...^5 DA JIE!!

oh wells...i still watching dou yu...nv sick of tat show...haha...watch 3 times le...still damn nice..haha...everyone take care!!!...wil update real soon!!!...

gones!!``

/shocks..wad else?\

2006-07-14T04:42:00.000+08:00

today din go sch at all...=X...too tired to crawl out from my bed...haha...

called a ~~bitch~~ at 1 plus...hais...dun wanna talk abt it le...too sick of tat toopid shit...

then...went swimming!!!...hahaha...decided to go swim once per week...i realli wanna get tanned..and when i say tan..i mean realli TAN...haha

then...amelia called me...we chatted a while..then...decided to meet at causeway point for dinner...haha...so long nv see her le...she's still as pretty as b4...juz tat now she's slimmer...and she say i grew fatter!!!...dammit...anws...she so nice la...she treated me dinner!!!..haha...I LOVE HER..always so nice to me...and forever my beloved ex-supevisor...=Pp

then...while having dinner...da jie called me...say francis got into an accident...at first i din believe...so tell rena check clearli...then...rena called abt 5 mins later...say wanna go check..so i told her be careful...abt 40 mins later...when i was like on the way home...i called mummy...we were chatting halfway...then da jie called say she with francis in the ambulance...so i lazy to explain to mummy again...so i conference...then we three were like talking...then i was thinking like left one person haven call...which is kor...then...i received a private number...guess wad?...it's kor!!!...haha...so qiao la...then we 4 conference...lol...

then..alighted somewhere near bukit gombak mrt...walked to the MRT...took train down to find mummy and da jie...kor couldn't join us...=(...

anyways...tell ya all sumthing...11plus outside the road to SGH is damn damn scary!!!...i really damn damn scared...toopid mummy...tell me there very eerrey(duno how to spell)..scareded me la..then she say dun go near BLK 9...got CEMETRY...wtf...i more xia dao la...then...it's actualli...MONETRY(duno how to spell again..=X)...pengz...lidat also can let her say to summary...

then..i reallli ran the whole way through the route to BLK 1 la...damn damn scary...PLS...PPLE!!...DUN GO SGH DURING 11 PLUS...IT'S DAMN CREEPY!!!...

then reached there...asked how was francis...then mummy had to go off le...so we send her go take cab..then me and da jie went to BLK 6 the 7-11 there buy some stuffs...then walked back waited for francis to be discharged...

then...francis was discharged at 12.45 when the nurse say muz wait till 1.15... =.=
so i help him do the stuffs need to do for the discharge...then we send him go take bike and Ubi Road...talk to the old cab uncle until wanna vomit blood...=X...

then reached there...hafta wait again!!!...abt 20 mins later...francis came out from the investigation room...guess wad?...the police say tml then can get...wtf la...wa lan eh...if tml get then might as well tell us tml then go down rite?...toopid siahz...

then we took cab...send francis home...and me and da jie go da jie's house...and here i am blogging!!!...jie slping like a pig le...haha...wad a "fulfilling day"

sometimes i feel...woman are juz pure sluts...i mean for some...which are realli pure sluts...=)

/smiles..or am i?\

2006-07-11T17:54:00.000+08:00

yesterday din go sch at all...haha...couldn't wake up...cuz the day b4 chiong maple till damn late...=X

then...woke up at 3 plus...slack a bit...then go meet rena at Tiong Bahru MRT and melvin at City Hall MRT...and i wanna apologize to melvin...sorrie!!!...i late...then hai you wait so long...sorrie sorrie...then we took train to pick mummy at the airport...and on the way there...i suddenli had a da ge... =.=

guess who?...it's MELVIN LIM QING XIANG again!!!...LOL...you know why?...cuz he got same sir name as da jie...wa lan...the dangerous man become my KOR KOR...*pengz*...then my mother also got one more son...HAHA!!!

then when we about to reach the airport le...rena suddenli receive one sms from francis ^i at the airport le^...we three stunned...WTF...haha`...realli din expect him to go lors...

then reached there at abt 7.40...mummy's plane onli arriving at 8.30 lidat...then we juz sit there and wait lors...then MELVIN wanna makan...but we deprived him of eating...very bad rite?...then...mummy's plane 8.40 then landed!!..which means...she abt 9.30 then come out!!!...hahah...damn long la...then i see my hair...super CMI...and melvin's bag got all the equipments la...haha...so i took his hair stuffes and go toliet and do my hair...make nice nice...LOL...

then...mummy finally arrived!!!...HAHA...so happy to see her!!!..i miss her a lot siahz...then...we gave her surprise...onli i standing at the gate there to welcome her...then as she was talking to me...rena and melvin appeared!!!...haha...then she whack me!!!...haha...toopid mummy...then...we were talking tat time...francis took a paper...write her name...then was walking around...she was so pai seh tat she snatched the paper away from her!!!...hahaha...super funny la...BTH...

then...we finally went to makan..and i hafta apologize again to my kor...SORRIE MELVIN!!!...=X...for making him wait so long then can eat...haha...mummy bring us to eat POPEYE...but at last nv eat there...went to T2...then...cannot find nice de...on the other hand we scared cannot catch the last train back..then...i suggested i go mummy's house ton...then called kor to ton also...hahaha...

then...duno wad happened...francis suddenli bad mood...ji tao dao rena...so shocking...then we decided to go bedok 85 there makan again...then francis din even bother to drive da jie there la!!...so strange siahz...

then our "family" took train to tanah merah...then take cab there..on the way mummy told us a lot of rubbish tat happened in bangkok...LOL...super funnnn with mummy!!!...hahaha...AND MUMMY BOUGHT BAG FOR ME!!!...yeah!!!.. i love mum!!!

then..we makan at bedok le...walk to mmmy's house...she take her keys le...then went to her brother's house there...rena and francis joined us there also...until 3 am...then we go mac makan...then after tat..rena took cab home while francis drive home le...then we went home slp also...but me and kor nv slp...i keep playing with his phone the songs...haha...until 6 lidat then we POM...then...

the next day...woke up at 10.30 lidat...joke around till 12 lidat then leave...makan at tampines food court there...then mummy went home...kor went home while i meet rena at tiong bahru to go sch...went to the useless CMA lesson..then go home...

and here i am!!!...LOL

sometimes i feel...things are not met to be..why not try to let go?..i know it's hard..but...no use clinging on it rights?...be it frenship or relationships...we hafta learn to let go...
message is to me...mummy and francis...=))

gones`

/world cup flu\

2006-07-10T05:11:00.000+08:00

hmm~...was expecting ITALY to win...but i dowan ITALY TO WIN!!!...I WANT FRANCE!!!...dammit...anws...today i a damn damn fucked up day...went to M Hotel...wa lan!!!...i kana sent home!!!...all because of RAYMOND!!!...he nv confirm my bookings!!!...then he din appear also!!!...hai me kana sent home...wa lan eh..damn unfair la...this seriousli sugs i tell ya...

anws...after i kana sent back...oh ya...my mum also kana sent back...we waited for bus to orchard...then...knn...we waited for the bus like 45 mins and it's din appear at all!!!...wtf...then me and my mum at last walk to the MRT to take train to somerset...cuz i left my IC at the cineleisure pool there...so she wanna pei me go take...so lame rite she?...haha...then...met melvin at somerset station...then walk there together...took my IC le...met rena and her edwin...=X...haha...

then after tat...rena and edwin went to watch Superman Returns while me, my mum and melvin went to eat KFC...my mum treated me this time...long time since she treated me to fast food ok?...haha...then makan finish le...my mum left...so me and melvin went to play pool again...=.=

then...he blardy hell!!!...tricked by him again!!...he used his cunning skills on me la!!!...then i onli won him 2 out of 9 games...and the two is becuz he hit the black ball and went in de!!!...i hate melvin!!!...wa lan eh...du lan lors...nvm...tml my mummy jo coming back le...he will die!!!...WAHAHAS...

tml going to pick mummy at the airport with rena and melvin...woots~..

gones`

/rubbish-day\

2006-07-10T01:20:00.000+08:00

today is so so so damn ridiculous i tell ya...everything was planned impromptu-ly lars!!!...haha...this was wad happened:

din see melvin for quite long time liaos...then he got work today...haha...then work was ok...i like doing with wilson siahz...he is so damn fats...i nv see him kan chiong at all de lors...but duno why...we still got time go help other table siahz!!!...haha...tatz the weird thing la!!!...lols`...some more we 3 to five tables la!...hahah..others 2 to 3 nia...then they seh liaos...haha...=X

after work...i was suppose to work OT...but all my friends nv work!!!...sians...so i decided not to work also...then...me, see yee, edmund, rena, cindy and melvin went to orchard the mac to watch soccer match at 3am when it's onli 11.30 pm...=.=...then we reached there...makan first...then...melvin spilled a whole tray of fries and drinks!!...wa lau...so diu lian la...some more we from banquet siahz...=X...but the person from mac was nice..he gave us new drinks and fries...=))

then...we wait until damn sian...edmund's frens duno from where appear de...then he PS us!!!...du lan...but he got call me after tat la...to apologize...so i forgive him...haha!!...after tat francis joined us...

then we were like damn hot la!!!...sticky and sweating like shit!!!...then melvin say he wanna bath...so i was like why not we book a hotel room...then inside can bath..sit in air con place and watch soccer...more shiok rite?...so we decided to choose HOTEL 81...cuz i tot it was onli $45...
so we took cab again to chinatown...then all the rooms fully booked!!!...and the price is 130+!!!...omg la...*pengz*...then we were like walking around chinatown finding another place to stay in..but...all fully booked!!!...sians....so we decided at last go there the mac..at least got air-con...budden...there no tv!!!...cannot watch soccer!!!....dammit la...then we were like duno watta do...so i suggest go to 7-11 buy drink first...cuz we all damn thirsty...haha...

after drinking...we decided to go back orchard to cine to watch soccer...then when rena and francis walk to his bike tat time..me, see yee, cindy and melvin decided we wanna go home...HAHA!!!...then i call rena...say we going home..she ji tao du lan...haha...then after tat...we decided to go again...cuz i suddenli feel like singing k box...HAHA!!!...so call rena again...tell them go cine also...so...we took cab again...=.=

and i love the cab driver!!!...haha...he damn funny lors...we were like talking abt us being crazy...take from orchard to chinatown then go back orchard again....then i said LPPL...the uncle asked wad is tat?...then i replied Lan Pa Pa Lan...the uncle laughed...then he said KL KK CBL...i was like...huhs?...so i ask him wad's tat...then he say...Kia Lai Kia Kee Cou Bo Lan...all of us laugh until peng la!!!...haha...the uncle also same as us!!!...same breed de!!!..hahah...then francis' bike was quite near us...then the uncle open the window tell us.."eh...talk to your fren la"...hahah...then rena said "bryan...help me take my bag lehs..."...and the uncle do stunt again...he immediately took the bag and passed to me!!!...haha...we laugh until pengz again la!!!...hahaha...the driver rox!!!...haha

after tat...we reached cineleisure...then went up to k box...then dilly dally again...duno where to go...at last..we end up at K Pool...and i wanna say this...MELVIN LIM QING XIANG is a pundeh!!!...he act duno how to play pool...in the end..ji tao 7-8 balls in one turn go in...and win the game!!!...WTF la...MELVIN!!!...i promised you i will blog about ya de!!!...haha!!!...he damn evil to cindy and see yee la!!!...bully my lao po!!!...so dead melvin!!!...LOLS...

after tat we all took train home...except for da jie...she took cab home...haha...outside somerset MRT....we waited for angeline and mei qing aka jelly...then we took photos!!...haha...next time then blog...then we all took train to marina bay then they take back again...haha..i smart...want them pei me..tatz why i tell them take...onli jelly found out siahz...haha...

then...jelly change train with me at raffles place also...and she's also damn jiao la!!!...hahaha...i found out BQT de people all super jiao one...haha..all JIAOSTERS!!!...saw this guy...pants wear until damn damn high...then starting bitching abt him...lols...then reach jurong...we departed...and i went home bath and here i am!!!...haha

/...\

2006-07-07T03:51:00.000+08:00

having a lot of "happening" stuffs lately...some pple are juz too ti ki...sighs...i dun wanna pin point anymore...give up...no matter wad i say he/she will juz think tat he/she is right...du lan...so...wad for say so much?...juz one question for him/her...wad are frens for?...and...one thing b4 i disappear...

LIFE SUGS!!!

hope da jie will be fine...
mummy jo will cheer up...
and i will vanish soon...

can i go back to the past?....pls?...argh craps...not possible bryan...darns``

gones`

/nana da jie de jia\

2006-07-04T20:17:00.000+08:00

wa lan eh...CCB...all i typed juz now all deleted!!!...argh...pundehs...dowan type eveyrthing again...

yesterday after sch...me wei xian and da jie went da jie's house...cooked our dinner there...which was suppose to be cooked by da jie...then in the end become me and wei xian cook...cuz she was so busy entertaining francis..hors wei xian...xP

OUR DINNER!!!...SIMPLE AND NICE OK?!...haha...potato made by wei xian and brocolli made by me...xD...chicken from NTUC..=x

after tat...francis send me home to take lappy and i wanna bathe also...cuz i going to mummy's house to ton...oh ya..JO IS MY MUMMY!!...haha...then after tat...francis send me to MS to meet da jie and mummy...damn funnie...he tot MARINA SOUTH...then he drive there..i was like so weird...why he at suntec there U-turn...lol...anws...we all were late..at last all met at city hall mrt...haha`...

then we went play bowling!!!...haha...first round i got 2nd...then send round i got last...pundehs...all becuz i teach francis how to bowl...pundehs la...then all learn liaos...hai me last...*sadded*

then after tat we went to bedok to eat...me and mummy took train...francis send rena...then...mummy on train damn funnie!!!...her expression almost made me laugh till drop...everytime lidat de lehs...haha!!...

we reached bedok 85...makan there...met mummy's cousin also...called jackson...he damn cute..haha...look like la bi xiao xin...hahaha...super jiao also...haha`...then after supper...francis send rena home...me and jackson and mummy go mummy's brother's house to ton...we play game!!..hahah...then i BTH...slp at 3 lidat...they play till 5...siao one...haha...

woots~...fun filled day..but..i broke le!!!...must wait till friday then got money...oh wells...

oh ya...cannot forget to blog about this...I HATE YEE TSE HWEE...SHE REALLI SUGS...I CANNOT STAND HER...AND I DUN CARE WHETHER SHE CAN STAND ME ANOTS..CUZ I FUCK CARE HER...

gones`

/pictures of crap\

2006-07-01T12:56:00.000+08:00

P.S:all these were supposed to be posted yesterday...but due to my toopid wireless...so drag until now...*shakes head*

hmm~...yesterday is another crap day...hahaha...went for ECD tutorial...then finish within an hour...some more...the tutor who is also our advisor...went to eat lunch with us!!!...HAHA!!...cool ehs?...

then finish lecture...din go for ECD lecture again...then went out...meet jo aka mummy go Swiss Hotel for banquet interview...then...the person say they not free...tell us take form...go home fill form then come back the next day...a bit bai chi siahz...toopid one...

then...went out with jo after tat...tell ya...super crap again...go out with her is super crap...haha...you will surely laugh until die...realli BTH HER I TELL YA!!!...well..some photos for yesterday...=D da jie ZL again...woots~...haha haha...rena say this photo she look like beetle...i tink this photo is nice lehs...haha...realli da jie...juz cope from here la...fion and gladys..they tink this photo is nice...but..nice mehs?...=X we were passing this pic around during the BLAW lecture...but i realli cannot tell who's hand izt lehs...me and da jie...she wanna try her "art of seduction" siahz...lol`me and da jie again...haha...this time i act cute...xPme and jo were like duno where to eat...then we saw the Siam Kitchen buffet...then we went to try...wa lan...all 20 dishes were brought to us at the same time la!!!...me and jo were like laughing like hell can?...siao one lehs...we eat until we realli wanna vomit ok?!..

kk`

gones

/fun filled...realli`\

2006-06-29T00:30:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging for quite a while...a bit the lazy la...but oh well...shall update now...(pics behind)

last sunday and monday...my mum joined me to work at the banquet...the captains were like shocked tat my mum joined me la...then on sunday she partner wilson..i was afraid she might get bullied...but in fact...i heard from my mum tat wilson was nice to her...thanks wilson!!!...then on monday i partner my mum...she very ti ki de lors...tell her do this she doan...do tat she also dowan...bth her...we were so lag at first la...but at last we caught up..some more first to serve dessert...woots~...but my mum at least can do la...tatz a gd thing...=Pp

then after tat(as in on monday)...me, berlinda, edmund and jo went tpy makan mac...we damn damn crap lors i tell ya...realli bth...i laugh until peng...but we did hafta cheer up my gd buddy edmund also...hopes everything's alright with him...

then...tuesday...went out with edmund and da jie to MS...sing k...starting was quite ok..budden..i pissed with edmund for a while...cuz i wasn't in gd mood also la...see bott of them lidat even more sunken my mood...anws after tat then ok le...but we go sing k...like no mood...duno why lors...first tme we ownself leave earli lehs...so weird la...

after parting with them...went home to take a qucik bath...then went to meet jo after her work...at outram park..then brought her to shopping at MUSTAFA...this gal ah...nv go b4...then she very happy...inside there keep telling me lame and racist things...make me laugh until cannot stand..bth her...then we bought some stuffs...the worse in her buying the covers for her bed stuffs...machiam like choosing husband lidat...bth her la...haha...then after shopping...abt 2.30 lidat we went to eat nearby there...then i went over her house ton...and so lucky of me can?...her house got wireless!!!...hahaha...then i help her maple lvl up...cuz she kept dying...

then after tat...we play until abt 6.30 lidat..go her house downstairs to makan...siao one rite?...eat le then go back..let her watch "the outsiders" episode one...then halfway...both of us buay dong liaos...then go slp...and (s)i skipped school today(/s)...cuz realli too tired...=x...

then...woke up at 12.30 by her best ex bf...call and talk "gd stuffs"...LOL...then...we tu tu tu until abt 3 then left her house...and went to her the other house...cuz her fren was waiting for her for about 1 hour...power hors she?...haha..then reached at abt 4 lidat...she went back change clothes...then we went bugis after tat...haha...walk a while...then change venue to MS...(again)..

go there...shop a while..then go makan at yuki and yaki..we took too much food la...cannot finish lors..then i muz use tissue wrap to bring out lors...HAHA...then some more we throw to the other table opposite us...lame shit...go out with her so damn fun la...she realli crap de lehs...

then the climax...WE PLAYED WITH TAMPON!!!...all the way from MS till City Link Mall ok?...power rite?...HAHA!!!...woots~...okas...see the pics below ba...
me and the pretty gal..jo...and the president suite...=)
i prefer this photo though...=Xwe bought the same toothbrush from MUSTAFA!!!...hahaha...jo say this pic her eye like wanna pop up liaos...toopid rite?...=Xthey had this DIY ice cream...then we had some left over...so jo made it into a heart shape...nice?...another one...with some more left overs...lolthe cups were added by me..oh wells...=)eh quarrelling partner...who take one ah?...FINALLY!!!...the tampon pic!!!...the face is jo tell me to put one hors...she say show a lan jiao face...haha...then now she call me Mr. Tampon...hahahah!!!

tml going to jo's house...bring edmund for a hair cut...woots~...going see tat siao cha bo again...

ciaos`

/i love bqt`\

2006-06-19T23:47:00.000+08:00

i juz realised something...i actualli love BQT!!!...hahaha..i simply love my work place man...every one is like so fun la...although there's this group of guys tat i dun realli like...budden...today i juz realised tat they are actualli not bad pple... maybe from the start i had wrong judgement of them...but...i tink i was wrong...they are nice ppeps actualli...juz tat sometimes they super playful...tatz all...haha...
today's OT is my fav OT eva...yanto is like so nice today la...despite at the start of the banquet...4 person kana banned...cuz of socks...=.=...a bit the lame la...but...oh wells...he's like so nice today can...then next week i can work on both 3 days!!!...haha...wiuwiu...so happy...it's cuz of the 4 person kana banned then serene allowed me to work on sunday also...so happy...da jie got booking on saturday also...haha...then i will see her soon...hahas...i intro my mum there to work also...=X...haha...but who cares!!!...haha...since it's straight cash...my mum dun mind also ma...so she gonna work lors...=)...hmm~...was wondering wad is the situation whereby a mother works with her son...so cool ehs?...haha...wad a happy day...finalli...

flew off` =))

/bored day\

2006-06-15T02:00:00.000+08:00

hmm~...where shall i start?...today...woke up at 11.30 lidat...then...went to meet my mum at abt 12...supposedli 12...but she late for 45 mins..i was like thinking...if i late...she confirm screwed me up de...nvm la...i was having kinda gd mood in the afternoon...
then went to the duno where to register to defer for army...then...my silly mum...duno can do online de...then go until there queue for an hour...juz to use the com there to defer online...*pengz*...then after tat...met yi kai..

met him at city hall...then he late again...sian...why eveyrone late de?...then my mood a bit change liaos...waited for da jie...TOLD her two bodyguards out today...then she say ok ok...MEET US AT ABT 4 - 5 LIDAT...THEN...SHE NV APPEAR...REASON:TOO TIRED...THEN SHE USE THE SAME EXCUSE AS SHE USE ON XIAN XU AND ME AGAIN...SLEEPING THEN DUNO WAD SHE TALKING ABT...DAMN DAMN ANGRY LA...fucked siahz...i realli hate pple who SCAM me lors...BTH...

after tat we from marina square to plaza sing...waited for yi kai's jap fren...tatsuki...then we went watch movie at the Cathay Picture House...cuz PS selling fast...onli left first two rows...=.=..
and...SHE'S THE MAN IS DAMN NICE!!!...haha...pple...you shud watch it...although my mood still damn bad...but oh wells..it did cheer me up a little...

haha...and i got a new fren...TATSUKI!!!...haha`...a half jap half chinese...so cool rites?...haha`

i still can't let go...should i just kill you?...=X

/my regrets\

2006-06-13T01:34:00.000+08:00

in the online dictionary...this is wad they define REGRET as : feel or express sorrow, repentance, or disappointment over

hmms~...then wad about you all?...do you ever have any regrets?...i'm sure everyone have their regret...but...how regretful are you realli actualli?...

for me..haha`...here are some regrets i have in my life so far:

Age of 7, had the chance to go australia...budden...due to my stubborness...whole trip was cancelled by me...cuz i refuse to leave my house...tied myself to bed...kinda toopid hors...=X

Age of 11, slapped my mum for the first time...ok..this is realli toopid...i know tat...she din talk to me for one month...maybe due to tat incident she love my brothers more than me ba...sighs

Age of 13, entered the wrong sch?...i duno...for the 4 yrs...wad i get is all being anti-ed by others...things may have gone better...but...oh wells...

Age of 15, parents divorced due to my wrong comments...tatz why i took it so hard when they realli did divorce...comment was : daddy seems bad to ya...i tink you two seperate better...and my father overheard..argh...i can't go on...i will cry soon

Age of 16, entering a world tat i shud not even have even think off...so so regrets...thousands of hurtings juz come pouring down...sighs...

Age of 17, enter this class which looks almost wonderful...but...sighs...duno wad..i got into the group and happens this guy find me too ji-hong...then start to anti me...until now i realli duno why...and if you realli expect me to find out...i can tell ya i never will if ya nv say...anws...no offence to anyone...i'm juz typing out all my regrets...so i can't lie...=)

Age of 18, joining this clique...not say i regret joining this clique...i still love all my sisters...but...i feel i brought them more harm then i bring them laughters...they like changed a lot due to me...especially da jie...heard from xx they all she used ta be a solemn gal...a quiet one...but ever since i joined them...she became havoc...sighs...then furthermore...i added a mistake to another one...intro da jie to banquet...when i first stepped in RTC i know in tat surrounding there's a chaotic motion going on...a lot of vulgarities...blah~...but still..i intro her in...and knowing tat she dun need money...but i still asked her...and now...i asked her sumthing...she will juz reply..."si mi lan jiao"...my gosh...

above all these...izt all my fault?...i definitely feel so...who abt ya guys?...comments pls...realli wanna leave everyone alone...i dun wanna influence pple any more...

gones`

/FMGT down...\

2006-06-08T22:28:00.000+08:00

finalli...left one more nia..haha`...but tatz the most dead one...cuz rom the start of the module..i dun even know wat the teacher talking abt siahz...haha`...and we have a damn bad tutor...a teacher who is late and trying to explain himself to tell us tat he's not in the wrong...wtf la...BTH..

oh wells...today's paper i quite happy le..cuz it's maths...=Pp...but...hais...CURRENT ASSETS TOTAL ASSETS...which one izt?...note write total operating assets lehs...then it wad?...total assets = total operating plus financing lehs...wa lau...BTH...duno who set the paper one...wanna confuse us nvm...at last they all ownself confused...=x...haha`

after the paper...went home with siao cha bo again...haha`..i juz love going anywhere with her...(provided onli when she's high..=X)...cuz she will be damn funnie...well...XX!!!...tat will be you..xP

then reached home at 11.45 lidat...saw ah ma better le...*glads*...then suppose to meet mum at 1.30 at TAKA...but i fell asleep till 6.30..=X..so no need meet...means another day of getting my phone wasted...sians...but i gonna get new phone i tink...cuz my phone lost...hais...dun wanna talk abt it le...juz hope the police can find my phone soon...=)

kk..continue mapling...dowan study CMA...realli give up...

tata` am i faking...or wad?...=X

/BLAW...down...=)\

2006-06-05T17:13:00.000+08:00

done with blaw..finally...i was hoping for a 80..but oh wells...thiink 8 also a prob...sian

anws...my purpose of blogging is not abt my test...it's abt XIAN XU!!!

dis gal is so paranoid i tell ya...BTH her...from the end of paper until i dropped from the bus...she was having this after-paper-dilemma...so siao can?...worst in on bus 99..she was asking..ehms..sorrie i forgot ya name...one of our klazz mate abt the answers to the question...which makes me more paranoid la...BTH her...tatz not the worst ya know?...

got one part she was EAGER to know the answer from her notes...then she die die also wanna pull her notes out from her file...then guessed wad happened next?...almost all her ~~pants~~ pens dropped out!!...and she became so siao...she was looking for her lip balm every where la...then i saw in front of us tat malay uncle stepping on it...so i tot he still was...so i was like saying in chinese...telling him not to step on it...then xx laughed like a mad woman...she kept saying "arh...my lip balm"..."erh i lip balm"...i almost slapped her i tell ya...HAHA`...jkjk

at last we found it thanks to our klazz mate (i still dun remember ya name lehs...sorrie...=x)...it was very in front of us... =.=" ...

nvm xian xu...we still love you...=)

oh ya!!!..i got a new name...it's WEN JI HONG!!!...not jihong ok...it's JI (remember tat ji) HONG(red colour tat hong)...

tata`

/FMGT...down...=)\

2006-06-03T16:30:00.000+08:00

yeah...one paper gone...like 3 more to go...haha`...next subject also my fav...BLAW!!!...but cuz of the fugging teacher...i kinda like duno wad it is abt liaos...nvm...KAMPATEH bryan...you can do it de...=)...

well...settled some stuffs le...wish me the best...i knew the outcome was suppose to be like this...so...wasn't so sad after all...wells...who would hope for the best rite?...if you won't...you are not a living thing...hahaa`...nvm...time for me to move on...on and on i will...=)...

gonna start studying BLAW soon...wish me lucks...=)

tata`

/^home alone^\

2006-05-31T05:06:00.000+08:00

so alone at home now...my brother went shanghai le...for 10 DAYS lors...wth la...it's like having the room alone...although this sounds gd...but i prefer my brother to be with me...sighs...jordan...miss ya so much man...anws...as promised...some photos... -juan and simon's wedding...haha..soon she's mrs yap le also...hahaha...my mother!!...=X -another one...me juz lazy to flip...=X -me and jessie...she is so pretty tat day can?...haha`
-xian xu and da jie...with me (haha..i came in too late) -xian xu with small hat -xian xu with big hat...LOL-da jie being sucked by chocolate tube...HAHA..you should see her reaction...tat time..damn damn funnie -xx's MP3 and my IPOD NANO...=P -me and jorge...i look damn fat in this photo la...=X -miss xian xu..haha -finalli...watashi...=D...

hais...rls sugs...i hate it...juz dun wan it anymore...i rather be cold blooded...this sugs...

k..tatz for today...

tata`

omango_ojinji

CRASHED

happy!!

wad do i want?

yawns

/tries\

/decision\

my misses

/my life\

/useless\

/my favs\

/gones\

/done\

/sighs\

/fakes\

/CNY\

/spree\

/freebird\

/crystal jade\

/yawns\

/MALAYSIA\

/tired\

/regrets\

/giving up\

/ =) \

/hmms\

/therefore i know\

/friends\

/ANGELA\

/mamemoo\

/maybe\

/indochine\

/summarized\

/replacement\

/gobstoppers\

/disgusted\

/fun`\

/smile\

/ha\

/shocked\

/presents\

/friend or foe\

/true/false\

/test\

/tired\

/sighalogy\

/compass\

/you know wad?\

/hmm?\

/perhaps; perhaps?\

/forget-me-yes\

/updates\

/do, does, doing, did, done\

/maybe, maybe\

/rtc banquet\

/is are || was were\

/life?..explainations needed...=)\

/mac*\

/back~\

/shocks..wad else?\

/smiles..or am i?\

/world cup flu\

/rubbish-day\

/...\

/nana da jie de jia\

/pictures of crap\

/fun filled...realli`\

/i love bqt`\

/*bored day*\

/*my regrets*\

/FMGT down...\

/BLAW...down...=)\

/FMGT...down...=)\

/*^home alone^*\

/bored day\

/my regrets\

/^home alone^\